F U C K E D U P C O L L E G E K I D S ------------------------------------------------------- - t h e p o e t r y v e n t u r e - ------------------------------------------------------- My apoligies for being a slacker. it is not my intention flood your in box with poetry mail, at the same time not to slack off completley by sending nothing. so now i have my shit together...let the poetry flow ------------------------------------------------------- Retitle: Looking for Someone to Confide In I've spent many nights by myself, wondering about my life's direction. I visit hell from time to time to chat with satan about this and that. He seems to take an interest, or mabye he's just humoring me. Waiting for me to finish so he can get back to his daily business. In the midst of my speaking he makes an excuse. "I really must get going" he says, as he rises from his seat. Funny how the devil doesn't have time for me, despite all the company I give him. I return to my room and nothing has changed It is still dark and cold and once again I am alone. I hope one day to have satan's full attention, though I'll have to find myself a soul first. -VxD ---[liquid trust co.] Crimson fluid falls, like thick paint on the sink. Swirling down my pipe dream, in happy whimsical spirals. Still they leave a residue, that takes time to clean. You make me feel faint, the first i consider to love. I hold your reflection in my eyes yet I fear that I am being blinded. Blinded by a chosen image. Yours. My trust was lost before you. No fault of your own. Though you will be punished for it. A criminal before guilt, I must apoligize and carry out the sentence. Do not feel terminal. -[syco]- Never Rest (Insomnia) ================ Sleep no more Awaken again Stress is an everday thing When insomnia is your king Neither conscious or asleep Balancing on realities boundries Between normal and death Drowning in the dark Light fading Reality jaded Boundries breaking Can't sleep..... Can't sleep.... Can't sleep... Can't sleep.. Can't sleep. Can't sleep Sleep -Shadow Wolf Silhouettes of You ----------------- His arm reaches around you, pulling you close. You moving back towards him, encircling him. A gentle caress, a soft whisper, you slip out of your dress. Your lips meet and then part, your hearts begin to beat. Your hips move towards the other, as you feel the body's heat. A light breath, a deep sigh, pleasure begins to swirl. Every time I think of you, I see you and him, together. As one or two. Does is matter? A reflection of none, a passion like no other. A touch or a grab. Slipping out from under the covers, walking down the hall... a reflection is caught in the mirror, but recognize it you do not. A betrayal beyond thought, never dreamt of -- being caught. Washing of body, outpouring of soul. A bond broken, another one sealed. A good-bye with a hello embrace. Was it just a race? Racing fast and driving past, everything is a blur. Do you not see the signs, feel the bumps? As you two embrace, I leave this place. Silhouettes of you, is a waste of this space. - Kamira (c) Copyright February 28th, 2001 - Wednesday Fact of Life As we see ourselves do fade impatent to die, through life we wade no time we say to sit back and wait to discover our weakness, discover our fate before we know it, we were once here leaving behind what we must fear reflection of burdons in which were worn a life we lived not cut, but torn. Blaise ------------------------------------------------------------ E D I T O R S: jericho@attrition.org, geekgrl@attrition.org --------------------------------------------------------------- to receive new issues via e-mail, send mail to majordomo@attrition.org with "subscribe poetry". if you do not have FTP access and would like back issues, send a list of missing issues and they will be sent. --------------------------------------------------------------- A V A I L A B I L I T Y: WWW: http://www.attrition.org/~poetry ---------------------------------------------------------------- S U B M I S S I O N S: e-mail geekgrl@attrition.org with the subject: Poetry submission all e-mails that are not in a ascii text format will be rejected. ----------------------------------------------------------------- (c) Copyright. All poems copyright by original author. -----------------------------------------------------------------