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>  "This combination of reduced temperatures and reduced light
>   levels are causing catastrophic ecological consequences.
>   Average light levels would be below the minimum required
>   for photosynthesis during the first 30-40 days after the
>   explosion and most fresh water would be frozen. The
>   TTAPS study concluded: 'the extinction of Homo Sapiens is
>   imminent.' This effect is similar to what may have killed
>   the dinosaurs."
> 
> Read this slowly. Concentrate on the words you read and comprehend them
> fully.
> 
> diphthong
> 
> Think of your childhood, and where you lived back then. How did your house
> look? Go younger still. Slow down. Think of times when you were a baby.
> Images and dialogues erupt in your mind. Now think of your whole life.
> Think of a bad time in your childhood. Maybe the worst day of your life.
> What happened that day? Who was with you? Remember the utter .. pain ..
> you were in. Concentrate on that pain, relish in it. Every time you see
> 
> diphthong
> 
> you will feel this pain. You will concentrate on it for a split second, and
> then feel nothing. You now forget the deepest pain.
> 
> I don't know who I am. I haven't known since November 14, thirty days ago.
> No one knows who they are anymore.
> 
> That Friday, they dropped the bomb in Omaha. 340,000 people were killed. We
> assume they picked Omaha because the U.S. had a huge nuclear missile range
> there, outside of town. Plus the U.S. was doing all kinds of experimental
> shit in the areas surrounding Omaha.
> 
> I'm in Oklahoma City where the sun hasn't appeared in a month. Most of the
> continental United States is covered in miles and miles of atomic-dust.
> 
> It's a nuclear winter.
> 
> All plants are dead, and no plants grow. All freshwater is frozen. We have
> halogen lamps and hot water, but for how long? Oxygen has depleted 2% from
> the Earth's atmosphere. We will die, *all of us*, in less than a year.
> 
> All of us. diphthong
> 
> I sit and shake all day. I sit in my chair, in this chair, and chain-smoke.
> The Internet is a mess. Most traffic has been disabled, due to vandals,
> sabateurs, and frantics. We are all exhaustingly frantic.
> 
> Yet it had been the most pleasureable part of my entire existence.
> 
> I know I will die around a year from now. Nothing needs justifying, no
> consequences. I'm not afraid of death, and most people aren't either.
> Crime is high, but none reported. The U.S. Government was abolished in an
> emergency session of the House and Senate. The President signed it ten
> days ago.
> 
> Today is December 13. Let it snow, let it snow. We wander around, loot
> stores that have closed, and people with trucks go to warehouses across the
> state to feed their block for a week. Everyone quickly, quietly works,
> sustaining life, but enjoying life, for just a little longer.
> 
> The eastern hemisphere is automatically executing all immigrants who arrive
> without massive amounts of gold.
> 
> Most of Mexico and Canada have been obliterated, just like us, but the
> surviving areas have become a desolate war zone / wild West.
> 
> In one year, the world will exist without living humans in the Americas.
> Isn't that fucked up?
> 
> exist without living. diphthong
> 
> Thousands others commit suicide every day. Most of my family did yesterday,
> and my girlfriend, the day before that.
> 
> I'm on my way to Texas, gonna go as south as possible and try to get into
> Mexico if I can. From there, maybe south some more, and Central America
> sounds like paradise: sunshine. I have one year before I starve to death.
> 
> I've been learning Spanish from a defective Mexican soldier I met in Dallas.
> He escaped from The Battle of San Antonio in a car he stole from a woman he
> raped and murdered, and was lost in Georgetown or Temple. Then he got some
> new clothes and hitchhiked to Dallas, where he's been staying with my
> sister. But he knocked himself off this morning. She's with me, in the
> backseat of her stolen two-ton Ford van, asleep. She killed the previous
> owner with a gun she got from Felix, the (now dead) Mexican soldier.
> 
> I have a shotgun and a Mexican military machine gun, with 500 rounds, under
> my sister, under the back seat. She has a handgun and so do I. We have
> boxes of ammo. We have two 20 gallon barrels of water in the back, and some
> food; enough for a few months.
> 
> I've had sex with my sister, in the van mostly.
> 
> We knew it wouldn't matter, and we both wanted to fuck, so we did.
> 
> enough about sex diphthong
> 
> So basically that's it.
> 
> **porno*funk**
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