printed: (not yet)

	tentative desire based on heavy speak
	exploring fourteen ways to say i care
	virtual mirror, repeats everything, 
	  including the parts i dare not tread on
	self trespess into dark waters i thought
	  didn't exist - areas long since forgotten
	two candles guide me back from lost waters
	beacons in a dim soul stretching out
	  aching for help. to be needed. something