feeling music

Sometimes i hear the music
   rythm and movement
Other times I feel the music
   coursing through me
Breaking me down, a weapon
   from up high
Usually I listen with baseline
   intensity and thought
infrequently it throws me
   against a wall
it has its way with me
   as i close my eyes
as if in pain, and let it work
   the magic
magic i have come to love,
   know, understand and want
without it, a void ensues
   and i am lost, looking up,