stop reality. start life. Pity pushed to the back of beyond duty to do where wence you came from first & formost above all else forever a sadness about oneself a legacy i build for my desendants on others they will never be dependant i look to the future and see the pity growing smaller in me as i see through my childs eyes a future i came to relise for them, this i'm about to grow a suffering they shall never know. Blaise