RAGING BATTLE


As the tears roll down my cheek at night
I battle my heart, but i'm losing the fight
You do not know what you do to me
your eyes are closed and do not see
you hurt me so and poke at my heart
what you do not see rips me apart.
I grow fonder of you each passing day
wishing my heart to turn the other way
although you know not what you do
I hold a love so strong and true
to become obeseive is what i fear
I feel it wrong to have you near
but to live a day .... one day apart
the pain & torment rips at my heart
I've searched my whole life through
to meet a man just like you
only to discover, your love is not for me
and your convinced it will never be
I'll leave you with this to ponder on
when you relise one day my love has gone.....

Why am i not beautiful in your eyes
when you are so magnificent in mine?