I LAY DOWN.
I lay down and cry,
today I'd like to die.
My feelings weren't hurt,
but they're already always in the dirt.
I never thought I could feel this way,
and now I'm here, I don't know what to say.
Winding roads leading me to the same place,
its "What to do" in my case.
I feel like I'll never be enough,
not enough me, not enough stuff.
I feel self-centered, and fat,
I'm actually skinny, but the mind is tough.
Running away never works they say,
but when I believe that, "that'll be the day".
Facing up to my confused and narrow minded thoughts,
is too hard to do and I don't see a way.
I'll rummage confused through this head,
and hope I find the answers before I'm dead,
For now I'll lay down and cry,
because today I'd like to die.
Firefly
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